Let me tell y'all, I have had my fair share of
So, here I am dating...again. So far, so good. He's a great guy, actually he's pretty awesome and I plan on keeping him around for a very long time. Let's just say I can picture a future with him. That's big thinking for me.
But in order for me to even begin to think about a future with my new guy, I have to change my way of thinking. See I've gotten so used to "losing" that I am not even thinking I deserve to be "winning" and I say this because my bave said it to me when I got upset with him(over something real small). His exact words to me were "YOU BEEN LOSING SO LONG DEALING WITH LOSERS THAT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WINNING FEELS LIKE WHEN YOU ARE WINNING" to say the least my feelings were hurt, my babe didn't say it to hurt my feelings by any means; he just wanted me to know that I am actually "winning" this time around. What he said was the truth, I just hadn't had anyone who cared enough to tell me something like this--and it made sense.
As, I go on to date my babe, please keep me in prayers that I don't mess this good thing up because I am so used to dealing with
Big up to my babe.....I'm loving him, because he loves me!